I think the moon is blue tonite ....

When someone told me that ... the moon is blue tonite
You may find the song is boring but somehow i think the song is Sweet ... hmmm this is for you "Blue Moon"

Blue Moon
You saw me standing alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
Blue Moon
You know just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked to the Moon it turned to gold

Blue Moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will ever hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked the Moon had turned to gold

Blue moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

Blue moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

You Never Married D Rite Person

If we look around closely we may find sumone to be d rite person and feel its d rite time to marry d person. The assumption is tat we ve met the personal needs n we will be happy n become "whole". The ironic truth is that we dun really know what we have decided. ... to marry the person whom we barely know. We tot we marry d rite person but when they change to be someone different, then we r facing d real challenge in marriage. Read this article from The Islam Digest and luv to share since its very interesting n useful info for us. :)https://www.facebook.com/notes/the-islamic-digest/did-i-marry-the-right-person/160877933932794 At d end of d day its all abt to learn to luv strangers, to luv n to care the person whom u married

Money, Power & Influence

If you could choose only one, which one you rather have Money, Power or Influence? And why? Me ... none of the above coz i wd rather choose Health!!! We have had our ups and down in life which i believe sumtimes we may wondered how life will be treating us better with more money, increased influence n attention. Our life will change and probably with higher opportunity to the irresistable level. Money can makes the world go round n let us do lot of things; d best vacation, big house, debt vanish, good food n of course shops till we drop. Leads to unwanted attention where bringing friends n family tat u tot u never have before. At d end money cant buy our luv or bring happiness and ensure us to have healthy life. People with less money can enjoy the simple pleasures of life like sunnrises, sunsets, spending time with family and friends, exercising, reading a good book, watching a movie or live theater. With d difficulty in earning money then it will stop us to spend recklessly. Power is another matter which creates influence n maybe able to ruin lives of others. It' s a dangerous game where becomes toxic to control with the probability to do wrong and to hurt people around u. To me health is given to us n can also be taken away which allows me to enjoy my life. Its gud to be captain of our own boat where gud health allows you to be self-sufficient, independent, responsible and accountable for your own actions. Sucess or failure is in my hand coz me able to control ourselves and ability to change. I am juz glad tat i dun ve any of it; money, power n influence as i believe to be a better person we need to be willing to change by making better choice in doing so.

Ramadhan Mubarak

Realizing it or not. ... so we meet again, ramadhan. This ramadhan however, i think will be more challenging; my maid not back from from her "balik kg" as promised, housework routine, gonna start my semester 5 next week, dead line with assignments to submit and budget 2013 @ workstation. What a big thing!!! Plus my li bujang will be lil travelling to/from keramat & bukit indah daily since no one is looking after him. Its not so much abt hungeriness n thirst but more to control my emotions; anger n impatient. May Allah let me be in peace since its gonna be a hetic month. I hope i am able to do this. ... Six rules of happiness: 1. Don't hate others simply because they have wronged you.  2. Combat worry by having hope in the Almighty and praying excessively.  3. Live simply no matter how high your status may rise.  4. Expect goodness no matter how many tests you may face.  5. Be generous even if you feel a slight loss.  6. Smile, even if your heart may be sad. I know sumtimes its hard to do no. 1 but in my heart i wish tat finally able to reach it. ... Ramadhan Mubarzl to all muslim friends around d world n may Allah grant us health so that we can perform all our duties. P/s : better life n better person

Revision Week English vs. Bahasa Malaysia with my lil bujang me going kuku :

I believe most of us d mummies r preparing d lil bujangs n d lil daras for their final exam. Well tis is d period of perintah berkurung meaning no friends r coming, limited tv session, no gadgets n obviously me will turn to be step mum. M aware tat i shouldnt be preassuring him too hard but cant help it whenever exam session is coming me will be extra stress mode. I have my reasons & ... yup talking about expectations, dreams, etc .... juz want him to get d best education coz tats d only harta tat m able to provide for him. D fact tat i know he is has d brain n smarter than his mummy so dun think i shd feel guilty so lets blame it to Malaysia Education System.

Revision subject for today ... English vs. Bahasa malaysia where normally he will score 90+ or 100 for english unlike bm; Pemahaman 80+ thou still A but i dun understand why he will still do d same mistakes similar to revision session. As for penulisan normally B, once in d blue moon A n once C. Lets read his essay n karangan n m sure u will understand my situation :)

Essay - Write your dream for your future

I have a dream and my dream is to be an engineer. I love to be an engineer because I can build buildings and houses such as condominiums, double storey houses, bunglows, kampung houses and long houses.
One day, I want to build and design my own house too or hire a person to do it. I hope I can be a good engineer like my dad. But my mum told me before that I need to study hard and do well in my English, maths, science and bahasa Malaysia. If my results is good I am able to study in a good university. Then i can be a great engineer.

Lets move to his karangan - sambutan hari raya

Pada satu hari saya sekeluarga balik ke kampung ke klang. Jauhnya 60km dari bukit indah. Jamnya ialah 1 jam untuk ke sana. Semasa kita sampai, saudara saya sangat suka. Dia org semua memanggil saya. Saya ada 3 saudara. Anak pertama ialah abang long nama sebenarnya ialah Nazril Hafiz atau ayie, yang kedua ialah nisa dan yang terakhir rina.
Saya tidur disitu 2 hari 1 mlm. Semasa waktu malam, saya dan saudara saya bermain bunga api dan banyak lagi. Bila sudah tengah malam abag long saya suruh saya tidur dengan dia dan tidur lambat. Sementara itu dia dan saya bermain ipad dan galaxy tab.
Keesokan harinya tibalah masa untuk kami balik. Sebelum pergi kami salam semua orang ayah long, mak long dan bagi saya duit raya. Saya mengucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua.

Should i cry or should i laugh. ... Tis is why me so kuku n m planning 4 tis coming school holidays que badly need a home tutor for his bm. M not expecting que to be top 10 in class coz i understand there so may clever girls in d class but hoping he is able to maintain to be in d 1st class till next 3 yrs. Need to find solution for my bad headache. ... Meeting my baby sister later to watch movie n mkn2. Happy sunday everyone

New Toy in d House

I had my new toy few days b4 raya n that was like 3 wks back. N only tonite i ve d chance to really explore my new sweetheart. Been busy with raya session family, friends, workstation n my assignments. Well, m gonna give myself sum allowance b4 my next projects like tis whole week ... i guess m trying to be fair to myself :)

Dun wannna feel bad or guilty coz i need to move foward. hehe so officially m gonna anounce tat tis wk is my wk, dun care week  ... mmm obviously ma resting week. Watever it is m so addicted to it n d ubat is only to be with my new baby 24/7 ....

By d way m eyeing on new bb shld i get bold 9900 or torch 9810, 9860 ... since my fund to buy my hp is still not enuf nd to work harder to find sum duit raya b4 syawal ends :)

 Hope i can blog as often as i want since its more easier now .... k nite2 everyone.

Sweet Tweet ...

To Have or Not To Have ... Maid

Maid issues have been so popular lately in Malaysia. To have and not to have ... Maid? So hard to trust them and too many scary and horror story about them ...!!!
But I have decided to have maid coz when I had que, my b was not staying with me. We have been weekend or > than weekend husband & wife for 3 years before que arrived. Obviously I need some one to help my mum to look after him


And now my lil bujang is already 9 years old and so far we have employed 4 permanent and 3 temporary  maids ... currently having d 5th one as permanent and this is my journey with them.


1st Maid - RM350 monthly; Ning aka Bibik and among all she was the most capable and the most expensive. We paid about RM6,000 to the agency in 2002 and was told the expenses charges due to the good training was given to her.

She was my run away maid after 1 year working with us, stole her passport ... left while que was sleeping. I was lucky coz my mum was around cant imagine if he was left all alone in the house. Reason ... coz when we found out she started to have boyfriend, scolded her and told her, we may be sending her home to her sick husband and 3 kids. They r waiting for her and and yet she told me she wants to have her freedom and never knew abt love b4 ... goshhh yup truth enough she is juz a human but she is a wife and a mum.
N'way went to make police report and to settle some stuff with d agency. Too bad since she already with us for 13 months so no replacement. d heartbreak part ... we were fined by d imigresen for not taking a gud care of d maid n we had to spend another RM4k for a new one from a different agency.
But i still thank god for this to happen ... make us realize how we should handle maid in d future and it's really an eye opener.


2nd Maid - RM380 monthly, Iin Maryati aka Achik ... soft spoken but and cannot do so much work or lembik :)
D moment i  came home for work at 9pm ... left que with me and went to her room to sleep. I was half dead with date line @ work station and know continue my nite shift @ home.

But i have managed to train her to follow d schedule. Though d 1st one is so much better in house work but at least she more sincere. D problem with her is that her husband kept calling for money and after a year working for she dun even ve any savings. Mmm then i decided o send money n'more to her kg and told her she will get everything when she is going back for raya. Well after 2 years with us she decided to continue for another 2 years but she wants to go back for a month.
She did came back to us after her cuti but d best part after a month, my mum; x midwife told me i think she is pregnant. When we asked she said she took her ubat perancang ... "she can only merancang" rezeki from him u cannnot tolak ... She was crying when we decided to terminate her but we cant be looking after her when we need someone to look after our que.


3rd Maid-RM400 monthly, Yuni aka Kak Yun ... cant find her picture. Worked for us 2 years then decided to work as a cleaner more freedom and salary. Though her sister didnt approved with her decision ... well how can u stop a youngster. Even when working for us she loves to hang out with other maids at the apartment and will be along que with her. A time i find it's difficult to control or even to deal with her attitude. N'way she is married now and pregnant too ...


4th Maid - RM400-450 monthly, Sue aka Kak Sue ... worked for nearly 21/2 years with us and d closest maid to que and even to my family n me. She was more like a sister to me ...

Well, obviously she was d fav among d four, matured and capable to manage my que and i was relying to her too much in everything except cooking :)
When she decided to go back to her home town to get married i was lil bit upset. To me she is too young ... why cant she work for at least 2 years. As much as her brother told her d same thing we can never stop the madly in luv couple. She is back to KL now and married. Infact que did pujuk her to come back but her husband prefer her to work as a cleaner. All i can say, m so thankful having her ... looking after que and helping him in his studies.


The temporary ones ... a month, 3 months and 5 months. enuf is enuf ... having bad headache with them with so many issues (husband, boyfriend, bad body odour, etc) . Thinking maybe we should just send que to a transit center or babysitter and using a weekend cleaner. But it's really hard for us to cope with the routine and we are rushing home, m so exhausted with everything plus Que prefer to be at home ...


So now here's the no.5 - RM500 monhly, Siti aka Kak Siti only 2 months with us ... too soon to say anything but so far so good.


All d permanent ones, alhamdullilah we never failed to give lil angpau like duit raya or bonus and insyaallah if they treat us well ... we will do d same the thing to them. After all my Que is d priority. To have or not to have  ... i guess it's depending on us. Yes understand with d frustation, crying and worrying but have gone thru d same things gets me stronger.