I believe most of us d mummies r preparing d lil bujangs n d lil daras for their final exam. Well tis is d period of perintah berkurung meaning no friends r coming, limited tv session, no gadgets n obviously me will turn to be step mum. M aware tat i shouldnt be preassuring him too hard but cant help it whenever exam session is coming me will be extra stress mode. I have my reasons & ... yup talking about expectations, dreams, etc .... juz want him to get d best education coz tats d only harta tat m able to provide for him. D fact tat i know he is has d brain n smarter than his mummy so dun think i shd feel guilty so lets blame it to Malaysia Education System.
Revision subject for today ... English vs. Bahasa malaysia where normally he will score 90+ or 100 for english unlike bm; Pemahaman 80+ thou still A but i dun understand why he will still do d same mistakes similar to revision session. As for penulisan normally B, once in d blue moon A n once C. Lets read his essay n karangan n m sure u will understand my situation :)
Essay - Write your dream for your future
I have a dream and my dream is to be an engineer. I love to be an engineer because I can build buildings and houses such as condominiums, double storey houses, bunglows, kampung houses and long houses.
One day, I want to build and design my own house too or hire a person to do it. I hope I can be a good engineer like my dad. But my mum told me before that I need to study hard and do well in my English, maths, science and bahasa Malaysia. If my results is good I am able to study in a good university. Then i can be a great engineer.
Lets move to his karangan - sambutan hari raya
Pada satu hari saya sekeluarga balik ke kampung ke klang. Jauhnya 60km dari bukit indah. Jamnya ialah 1 jam untuk ke sana. Semasa kita sampai, saudara saya sangat suka. Dia org semua memanggil saya. Saya ada 3 saudara. Anak pertama ialah abang long nama sebenarnya ialah Nazril Hafiz atau ayie, yang kedua ialah nisa dan yang terakhir rina.
Saya tidur disitu 2 hari 1 mlm. Semasa waktu malam, saya dan saudara saya bermain bunga api dan banyak lagi. Bila sudah tengah malam abag long saya suruh saya tidur dengan dia dan tidur lambat. Sementara itu dia dan saya bermain ipad dan galaxy tab.
Keesokan harinya tibalah masa untuk kami balik. Sebelum pergi kami salam semua orang ayah long, mak long dan bagi saya duit raya. Saya mengucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua.
Should i cry or should i laugh. ... Tis is why me so kuku n m planning 4 tis coming school holidays que badly need a home tutor for his bm. M not expecting que to be top 10 in class coz i understand there so may clever girls in d class but hoping he is able to maintain to be in d 1st class till next 3 yrs. Need to find solution for my bad headache. ... Meeting my baby sister later to watch movie n mkn2. Happy sunday everyone
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
New Toy in d House
I had my new toy few days b4 raya n that was like 3 wks back. N only tonite i ve d chance to really explore my new sweetheart. Been busy with raya session family, friends, workstation n my assignments. Well, m gonna give myself sum allowance b4 my next projects like tis whole week ... i guess m trying to be fair to myself :)
Dun wannna feel bad or guilty coz i need to move foward. hehe so officially m gonna anounce tat tis wk is my wk, dun care week ... mmm obviously ma resting week. Watever it is m so addicted to it n d ubat is only to be with my new baby 24/7 ....
By d way m eyeing on new bb shld i get bold 9900 or torch 9810, 9860 ... since my fund to buy my hp is still not enuf nd to work harder to find sum duit raya b4 syawal ends :)
Hope i can blog as often as i want since its more easier now .... k nite2 everyone.
Sweet Tweet ...
Sunday, August 7, 2011
To Have or Not To Have ... Maid
Maid issues have been so popular lately in Malaysia. To have and not to have ... Maid? So hard to trust them and too many scary and horror story about them ...!!!
But I have decided to have maid coz when I had que, my b was not staying with me. We have been weekend or > than weekend husband & wife for 3 years before que arrived. Obviously I need some one to help my mum to look after him
And now my lil bujang is already 9 years old and so far we have employed 4 permanent and 3 temporary maids ... currently having d 5th one as permanent and this is my journey with them.
1st Maid - RM350 monthly; Ning aka Bibik and among all she was the most capable and the most expensive. We paid about RM6,000 to the agency in 2002 and was told the expenses charges due to the good training was given to her.
She was my run away maid after 1 year working with us, stole her passport ... left while que was sleeping. I was lucky coz my mum was around cant imagine if he was left all alone in the house. Reason ... coz when we found out she started to have boyfriend, scolded her and told her, we may be sending her home to her sick husband and 3 kids. They r waiting for her and and yet she told me she wants to have her freedom and never knew abt love b4 ... goshhh yup truth enough she is juz a human but she is a wife and a mum.
N'way went to make police report and to settle some stuff with d agency. Too bad since she already with us for 13 months so no replacement. d heartbreak part ... we were fined by d imigresen for not taking a gud care of d maid n we had to spend another RM4k for a new one from a different agency.
But i still thank god for this to happen ... make us realize how we should handle maid in d future and it's really an eye opener.
2nd Maid - RM380 monthly, Iin Maryati aka Achik ... soft spoken but and cannot do so much work or lembik :)
D moment i came home for work at 9pm ... left que with me and went to her room to sleep. I was half dead with date line @ work station and know continue my nite shift @ home.
But i have managed to train her to follow d schedule. Though d 1st one is so much better in house work but at least she more sincere. D problem with her is that her husband kept calling for money and after a year working for she dun even ve any savings. Mmm then i decided o send money n'more to her kg and told her she will get everything when she is going back for raya. Well after 2 years with us she decided to continue for another 2 years but she wants to go back for a month.
She did came back to us after her cuti but d best part after a month, my mum; x midwife told me i think she is pregnant. When we asked she said she took her ubat perancang ... "she can only merancang" rezeki from him u cannnot tolak ... She was crying when we decided to terminate her but we cant be looking after her when we need someone to look after our que.
3rd Maid-RM400 monthly, Yuni aka Kak Yun ... cant find her picture. Worked for us 2 years then decided to work as a cleaner more freedom and salary. Though her sister didnt approved with her decision ... well how can u stop a youngster. Even when working for us she loves to hang out with other maids at the apartment and will be along que with her. A time i find it's difficult to control or even to deal with her attitude. N'way she is married now and pregnant too ...
4th Maid - RM400-450 monthly, Sue aka Kak Sue ... worked for nearly 21/2 years with us and d closest maid to que and even to my family n me. She was more like a sister to me ...
Well, obviously she was d fav among d four, matured and capable to manage my que and i was relying to her too much in everything except cooking :)
When she decided to go back to her home town to get married i was lil bit upset. To me she is too young ... why cant she work for at least 2 years. As much as her brother told her d same thing we can never stop the madly in luv couple. She is back to KL now and married. Infact que did pujuk her to come back but her husband prefer her to work as a cleaner. All i can say, m so thankful having her ... looking after que and helping him in his studies.
The temporary ones ... a month, 3 months and 5 months. enuf is enuf ... having bad headache with them with so many issues (husband, boyfriend, bad body odour, etc) . Thinking maybe we should just send que to a transit center or babysitter and using a weekend cleaner. But it's really hard for us to cope with the routine and we are rushing home, m so exhausted with everything plus Que prefer to be at home ...
So now here's the no.5 - RM500 monhly, Siti aka Kak Siti only 2 months with us ... too soon to say anything but so far so good.
All d permanent ones, alhamdullilah we never failed to give lil angpau like duit raya or bonus and insyaallah if they treat us well ... we will do d same the thing to them. After all my Que is d priority. To have or not to have ... i guess it's depending on us. Yes understand with d frustation, crying and worrying but have gone thru d same things gets me stronger.
But I have decided to have maid coz when I had que, my b was not staying with me. We have been weekend or > than weekend husband & wife for 3 years before que arrived. Obviously I need some one to help my mum to look after him
And now my lil bujang is already 9 years old and so far we have employed 4 permanent and 3 temporary maids ... currently having d 5th one as permanent and this is my journey with them.
1st Maid - RM350 monthly; Ning aka Bibik and among all she was the most capable and the most expensive. We paid about RM6,000 to the agency in 2002 and was told the expenses charges due to the good training was given to her.
N'way went to make police report and to settle some stuff with d agency. Too bad since she already with us for 13 months so no replacement. d heartbreak part ... we were fined by d imigresen for not taking a gud care of d maid n we had to spend another RM4k for a new one from a different agency.
But i still thank god for this to happen ... make us realize how we should handle maid in d future and it's really an eye opener.
2nd Maid - RM380 monthly, Iin Maryati aka Achik ... soft spoken but and cannot do so much work or lembik :)
D moment i came home for work at 9pm ... left que with me and went to her room to sleep. I was half dead with date line @ work station and know continue my nite shift @ home.
But i have managed to train her to follow d schedule. Though d 1st one is so much better in house work but at least she more sincere. D problem with her is that her husband kept calling for money and after a year working for she dun even ve any savings. Mmm then i decided o send money n'more to her kg and told her she will get everything when she is going back for raya. Well after 2 years with us she decided to continue for another 2 years but she wants to go back for a month.
She did came back to us after her cuti but d best part after a month, my mum; x midwife told me i think she is pregnant. When we asked she said she took her ubat perancang ... "she can only merancang" rezeki from him u cannnot tolak ... She was crying when we decided to terminate her but we cant be looking after her when we need someone to look after our que.
3rd Maid-RM400 monthly, Yuni aka Kak Yun ... cant find her picture. Worked for us 2 years then decided to work as a cleaner more freedom and salary. Though her sister didnt approved with her decision ... well how can u stop a youngster. Even when working for us she loves to hang out with other maids at the apartment and will be along que with her. A time i find it's difficult to control or even to deal with her attitude. N'way she is married now and pregnant too ...
4th Maid - RM400-450 monthly, Sue aka Kak Sue ... worked for nearly 21/2 years with us and d closest maid to que and even to my family n me. She was more like a sister to me ...
Well, obviously she was d fav among d four, matured and capable to manage my que and i was relying to her too much in everything except cooking :)
When she decided to go back to her home town to get married i was lil bit upset. To me she is too young ... why cant she work for at least 2 years. As much as her brother told her d same thing we can never stop the madly in luv couple. She is back to KL now and married. Infact que did pujuk her to come back but her husband prefer her to work as a cleaner. All i can say, m so thankful having her ... looking after que and helping him in his studies.
The temporary ones ... a month, 3 months and 5 months. enuf is enuf ... having bad headache with them with so many issues (husband, boyfriend, bad body odour, etc) . Thinking maybe we should just send que to a transit center or babysitter and using a weekend cleaner. But it's really hard for us to cope with the routine and we are rushing home, m so exhausted with everything plus Que prefer to be at home ...
So now here's the no.5 - RM500 monhly, Siti aka Kak Siti only 2 months with us ... too soon to say anything but so far so good.
All d permanent ones, alhamdullilah we never failed to give lil angpau like duit raya or bonus and insyaallah if they treat us well ... we will do d same the thing to them. After all my Que is d priority. To have or not to have ... i guess it's depending on us. Yes understand with d frustation, crying and worrying but have gone thru d same things gets me stronger.
Monday, August 1, 2011
Ramadhan 2011
Alhamdulillah ... d month of full blessing & maghfirah, Ramadhan has arrived. D month of soul searching and reflections. D month of training and upgrading.
Somehow, m juz glad its already August since July will never be my fav month in any calendar year. Ever since i had to go thru d toughest moment in life where nearly losing lil bit of me but with god's will m back on rite track. Well,one thing i do admit sumtimes I cant stop my self from being a drama queen but i guess that's d real me.
I hope that this Ramadhan will teach me to be more grateful for all the little things that I have in my life, be even more patient and learn to accept that nothing is fair in life. InsyaAllah :)
In the true spirit of Ramadhan, we seek for Allah's forgiveness and blessing. Wishing all the Muslims around the world a very happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. May this Ramadhan bring us the utmost in peace and prosperity. Amin :)
Somehow, m juz glad its already August since July will never be my fav month in any calendar year. Ever since i had to go thru d toughest moment in life where nearly losing lil bit of me but with god's will m back on rite track. Well,one thing i do admit sumtimes I cant stop my self from being a drama queen but i guess that's d real me.
I hope that this Ramadhan will teach me to be more grateful for all the little things that I have in my life, be even more patient and learn to accept that nothing is fair in life. InsyaAllah :)
In the true spirit of Ramadhan, we seek for Allah's forgiveness and blessing. Wishing all the Muslims around the world a very happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. May this Ramadhan bring us the utmost in peace and prosperity. Amin :)
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Revision & Exam Week during School Holiday ... Helpzzzz
Gosh ... what am thinking??? At this age decided to pursue MBA and the good news is that i'm already in 2nd semester. School holiday starts today but too bad it's gonna be my revision and exam week. Need all the luck as i'm just started to do my reading. Helpzzzz .....
Things getting a bit much ... have to find solution to manage my study & exam stress. Have to keep on believing that i am doing d rite thing, gud decision, better future and most important for my self ... self satisfaction.
The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet. ~Aristotle
I will be back to update "Mye Misery's" soon ... :)
Things getting a bit much ... have to find solution to manage my study & exam stress. Have to keep on believing that i am doing d rite thing, gud decision, better future and most important for my self ... self satisfaction.
The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet. ~Aristotle
I will be back to update "Mye Misery's" soon ... :)
Monday, February 7, 2011
The Good Wife
In the beginning, I didnt expect much from this tv series but after few episodes I am so glued to it. I guess I was attracted to Alicia strong character, being real her in real world gosh ... tough job. After being humiliated by Peter scandals, still standing by his side and for the kids. To me her trust and her love has shattered with deep scar. But she still wants to show to the children about faithfulness and provide them with stability. Dun think I capable to be like her ... living in a misery n knowing tat u ve been betrayed by yr beluved hubby. Having Will as her colleague, friend n maybe I mean may be her chance to be in luv n to be luved again. Always there when needed and to support her with her new career.
I really dun know what I am expecting on her ending but the question we should ask whether or not Alicia still loves Peter ??? Dun think she could answer it n tats same goes to me. To me she has not yet get over it i mean with her feeling as much as she decided to stay, the truth she is still too mad to let him come back to her heart. Try imagine being in Alicia's shoes ... nothing is fair especially in life, us, women especially when u have scarified and devoted yr life to d family. But Alicia has passed thru her darkest moment with flying colors by getting back to her two feet. As women I am so proud with her and believe me since I am very emo, I'd luv to see her moving forward or choosing a new journey and to start a new thing with Will coz she deserved to have a better life and to be treated well.
The morale of the story luv is blind, life is unexpected n we, women is the strongest creatures on earth and life goes on and we have to live to d fullest. Lets watch till the end and see what is the ending of this story.
I really dun know what I am expecting on her ending but the question we should ask whether or not Alicia still loves Peter ??? Dun think she could answer it n tats same goes to me. To me she has not yet get over it i mean with her feeling as much as she decided to stay, the truth she is still too mad to let him come back to her heart. Try imagine being in Alicia's shoes ... nothing is fair especially in life, us, women especially when u have scarified and devoted yr life to d family. But Alicia has passed thru her darkest moment with flying colors by getting back to her two feet. As women I am so proud with her and believe me since I am very emo, I'd luv to see her moving forward or choosing a new journey and to start a new thing with Will coz she deserved to have a better life and to be treated well.
The morale of the story luv is blind, life is unexpected n we, women is the strongest creatures on earth and life goes on and we have to live to d fullest. Lets watch till the end and see what is the ending of this story.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Mye Misery's
Why did I choose "Mye Misery's" is all coz d "Misery" song by Maroon 5. Probably from tonite I'll start to write my tots on everything then choose to be Misery ...
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
That you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Sometimes these cuts are so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be
And I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me (oh yeah)
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
And I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me (oh yeah)
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Now I'm gonna get you back
Say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
Don't care where I have to go
Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me (oh yeah)
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back (x2)
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
That you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Sometimes these cuts are so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be
And I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me (oh yeah)
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
And I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me (oh yeah)
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Now I'm gonna get you back
Say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
Don't care where I have to go
Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me (oh yeah)
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back (x2)
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